Voodoo
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This post is intended more as therapy for me, just to get something off my chest. Replies are of course welcome, as I'd love to see what everyone thinks about this.
A little background info first. I've been at my current job for just shy of 5 years. I've come in on time, and performed at the highest level possible the entire time I've been employed here. I've applied for many promotions and jobs over the course of the last 5 years, and have never quite made the cut (which I accept and understand why I didn't get the previous jobs).
However, this last January, I applied for a really important position and got the job! But then, two days later, someone from the corporate office decided that the company doesn't really need the position for which I was hired... So, he told me that they would need to analyze the position a little further and get back to me within a month. Crappy, right? Wait, it gets worse.
A month goes by, and I haven't heard anything..so, I inquire. Again, I'm told the position is still being analyzed and I'll be kept "in the loop."
After waiting for 6 months (all the while continuing to exceed the company's standards and goals), and after several more inquiries into the status of the job they stripped away from me, I come into work today to find an e-mail sent to everyone in my location, offering the same exact job I had been given before (but with slightly different title / same exact job description.
Now, my dilemma is....I've brought about many positive changes and contributed more than my fair share to this company for 5 years. I've given them 5 years of my life, and my total dedication to my work and my clients....and this is how they are going to keep me "in the loop?"
No one came to me to even tell me, "ya know, we're just looking for someone else instead of you," or anything similar to this. They're just going to open the job back up for grabs and not talk to me about it at all.
Now, this isn't the first time this has happened to me at this company, but I'm thinking it should definitely be the last. I tried talking to the person in charge of hiring for this position and expressed my disappointment that this job was basically taken away from me without my prior knowledge. Of course, I was met with the typical sugar coated smiles and apologies. The only explanation I received is that they were not aware that I was given the position in the first place. I'm like, actually ma'am, you're the one that hired me.
Just one more slap in the face, and one more reason for me to go explore opportunities elsewhere in my opinion. What do you think? The following image is the perfect pictograph to describe what I'm feeling right now:
:toiletgra
I'm so frustrated and tired of constantly feeling like those people who have received 5 years of my professional attention and dedication are professional enough themselves and continue to "drop the ball" at every turn. I think I'm finished with this job, and I'm reluctant to put any more energy or time into it.
A little background info first. I've been at my current job for just shy of 5 years. I've come in on time, and performed at the highest level possible the entire time I've been employed here. I've applied for many promotions and jobs over the course of the last 5 years, and have never quite made the cut (which I accept and understand why I didn't get the previous jobs).
However, this last January, I applied for a really important position and got the job! But then, two days later, someone from the corporate office decided that the company doesn't really need the position for which I was hired... So, he told me that they would need to analyze the position a little further and get back to me within a month. Crappy, right? Wait, it gets worse.
A month goes by, and I haven't heard anything..so, I inquire. Again, I'm told the position is still being analyzed and I'll be kept "in the loop."
After waiting for 6 months (all the while continuing to exceed the company's standards and goals), and after several more inquiries into the status of the job they stripped away from me, I come into work today to find an e-mail sent to everyone in my location, offering the same exact job I had been given before (but with slightly different title / same exact job description.
Now, my dilemma is....I've brought about many positive changes and contributed more than my fair share to this company for 5 years. I've given them 5 years of my life, and my total dedication to my work and my clients....and this is how they are going to keep me "in the loop?"
No one came to me to even tell me, "ya know, we're just looking for someone else instead of you," or anything similar to this. They're just going to open the job back up for grabs and not talk to me about it at all.
Now, this isn't the first time this has happened to me at this company, but I'm thinking it should definitely be the last. I tried talking to the person in charge of hiring for this position and expressed my disappointment that this job was basically taken away from me without my prior knowledge. Of course, I was met with the typical sugar coated smiles and apologies. The only explanation I received is that they were not aware that I was given the position in the first place. I'm like, actually ma'am, you're the one that hired me.
Just one more slap in the face, and one more reason for me to go explore opportunities elsewhere in my opinion. What do you think? The following image is the perfect pictograph to describe what I'm feeling right now:
:toiletgra
I'm so frustrated and tired of constantly feeling like those people who have received 5 years of my professional attention and dedication are professional enough themselves and continue to "drop the ball" at every turn. I think I'm finished with this job, and I'm reluctant to put any more energy or time into it.