It has been over 3 months now
I haven't smelt anything so I am hopeful she is alive I miss my snake Cathy no less then when I first lost her. Life hasn't been the best though. Found out I have scoliosis might need a brace and I have had a blood test for Marfans (I hope I dont have it but I have alot of the signs) My dad refuses to change shift so he never sleeps so he is always getting angry and cursing and punching things.
I nust want this all to stop
This school year almost none of my friends are in my classes and I am worried my report card will bring bad grades. Right now my dad is banging around and cursing (like usual) and when he sees me crying he says I need to tuffen up. Rarely he says he will try harder to sleep and he never does anyways, it never takes long for him to drink beer and turn up the stereo while I try to study or practice my viola. This would all be easier if I had Cathy back and I would never trust myself with another snake even though I want a snake so badly.
You dont have to respond this is just a vent for all my pent up feelings.