Hello...
Im sorry to hear of your snakes problems, but I have to disagree with your assessment. You DO deserve these animals, the depth of your care is so clear by your detailed posts and amazing photographs. It is clear your snakes are VERY well cared for.
Accidents happen. You did NOT intend for your pet to be harmed, and you sought very appropriate medical care. No one who has pets is free from accidental harm to their animals; my own snake BROKE HIS BACK and ended up dying from complications of that injury...and to this day I have no idea how he managed it.
Neither you nor I are bad pet owners, any more than a woman is a bad mom cause her kid accidentally fell and skinned his knee or broke his arm.
Please dont feel badly, as THAT you do not deserve. You should be PRAISED for the care and honor you show your pets.
Sincerely,
Susan