The amount of replies to this thread shows exactly how many amazing people are on this site. None of you know me or Sophie yet you took the time to offer support. Thank you for that. I'm still heartbroken over Sophie's death, and while it's hard not to go over and over it in my mind wondering if I failed her, I do know without a doubt that I did the best I could for her. The little kid next door even made a cross for her and I stood there trying not to cry at how sweet that little girl was for doing that. But then as kids often do, she brought me back to reality by telling me a lovely tale about her hamster dying and its eyeballs falling out. I especially enjoyed the part where she said, "it shat itself even." Good times.