*VENT* What a horrible month this was....RIP Toby

[o7sugar]

Awwwww Beth!! I just read this and I am so sorry for your losses!! It totally sux that sometimes when it rains / it pours and it sure has done that in more ways than one. I have an idea of how your feeling--I'm only 30 and my hubby and I have been through some tough times and had more animal deaths than I care to think about where it does start to play tricks with your mind. So I just wanted to let you know that I along with everyone else here is with you. There will be sucky days and than even suckier days when mourning, and than there will be a few sunnier days, than some more and before you know it there will only be that dark cloud every now and than.
May your days from now on be filled with happiness, sunshine, flowers and all the good things you want and deserve.
HUGE HUG TO YOU!!
-Nicole-

 

[Kokopelli]

That's just too much in one month :/

I hope things will get better for you.... and soon.

 

[starsevol]

Wow. I don't know what to say. I, like Steph, wish I lived closer so I could help out at the shop. I'm pretty handy mechanically but I think my main goal would be to pester you to the point of distraction. That way you would be so annoyed with me the rest of the sadness wouldn't seem so heavy. May is the best month ever! (My birthday, then your birthday, WOOT!) Ya know my blue tongue skinks are gravid and the little newbies make excellent b-day presents...if that would help any? Hang in there, it WILL get better.
Terri

Terri, I doubt you could pester me that much! Thank you so much for your offer, but I had Toby for so long, I just don't think I'm ready just yet....skinks are so different from snakes and he's the only one I've ever had...ya know? But thank you from the bottom of my cold black heart

And everyone else, thank you so much for your kind words and thoughts. It really does mean alot.

 

[JoannaD]

I'm so sorry for all you are going through. It is a lot. Take a deep breath and take one day at a time. You will get through this even if it feels like you won't.

Good luck to your hubby on his upcoming surgery.

 

[Brandon29]

Here's to hoping things get better, fast! Good luck!

 

[Lennycorn]

BETH!!!! I sooo sorry I didn't see this sooner.
Damn girl. I hate it when happens like this.
But believe me...it will get better. It will!!!

But until then...I'm comming up and knocking on your door with a bottle of Jack!!! and we'll get drunk together and let our hair down!!!

 

[Lucille]

Bethany what a miserable month, I'm so sorry

 

[Hypancistrus]

Bethany, I am so sorry to hear this. *hugs* From Tara and I. Hopefully May will be a MUCH better month for you.